EMO POST.

I can't tell you how much I'm looking forward to SCHOOL-reopening.

Seriously, staying at home too much, makes me lose my sanity.
so, just let me have an outlet to release some of those unhealthy feelings;
I hate to keep them inside.
sometimes some person who lives in the same house as I do,
says the most demoralising, most insulting, most humiliating things to you.
sometimes, some person makes you feel so unwelcomed that it seems like things will be oh so merry if you move out.
but at the same time, some person restricts you so much like a caged animal with NO freedom at all.
sometimes, you feel like screaming back at some person just so to tell some person that he might not be all that RIGHT after all.
sometimes, you would wonder if that some person ever reflects on himself.
I really wonder, you know.

but afterall, I do not need to get angry over such a person.
I do not need to prove myself to anyone.
I do not need.
one day, I'll get my freedom.

Know the theory about kite-flying?
I like thinking of relationships using the theory of kite-flying.
Kite-flying is a skill; not all that easy to master.
just like the handling of relationships - CONTROL is the key.
Just like flying a kite, you should learn to control the tauting and releasing of "strings" in a relationship.
If the string is too loose,
the kite might not fly well enough.
but if the string is overly taut,
just as I am feeling, right now,
the string might break,
and the kite might never return, once it has flown away...

okay. this is super emo.
I'm feeling muchmuch better now.
seriously, one should always reflect on him/herself, and make changes asap,
instead of being stuck in a stubborn mindset,
forever thinking that he/she is always RIGHT,
and then end up in regrets.
oh wells. like what my boyfriend always reminds me : " Patience, lim jia xin."
I do have that, you know.
hahs.
and I still have that bit of restraint in myself, you know.
I'll just wait patiently for the day freedom comes looking for me :))
TADA! end of those negativity!
SHOO NEGATIVITY!!
stay away from me!! *RAWRRRRR!!*

YAY!! ^^ school tml.
I'm totally happy about it :D
(I'm perhaps, the only soul around, who is THIS happy about school!
it's not just the freedom; but I enjoy studying rather than doing nothing at all.)